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Hey everyone, and Christine.

It's been a little bit huh! These past few days have been feelin' gooood.
and i'm so proud to say it :D

I've managed to stay on top of my homework [or at least got my leg over a chunk]
I've found some HILARIOUSS videos that almost made me pee my poor yoga pants!
So hilarious that 20 secs in I was already at that "silent laugh" where it's less of a laugh
and more of a fight between your laughing needs against need oxygen...
It was a STRUGGLE moving my hand from my stomach to the mouse to pause the
damn video before I blew into bits of confetti, cotton candy and a bits o spaghetti~ HA.

that funny.
but I was also really stinkin high ....at 4:45am.
ha...oops? [insomniainsomniainsomnia]

ANDDD you guys know Spotify right?
that AWESOME music thingy?
If you don't, you're really missin out, it's a great way to find new sounds.

ANYWAYS
I was jammin out to something lovely, when I noticed that a friend of mine [who has great taste]
was listening to the same band for dayyss. Creep*creep*
Basically what i'm getting to is I came across a GREAT band.
But i'll tell you more laterr~

But I wanted to talk about marijuana and the relationship that I chose to have with it.
Yes, I know it's illegal. I follow laws mind you. Always got my belt on, I don't litter or loiter,
don't buy drinks with a fake i.d. The only law I knowingly break other than this is speeding.
but whoo carees.

ANYWAYS, the reason I am morally comfortable with it is because, I can't believe it's illegal.
To me I see cigarettes to be one of the most vile things on this planet. Yet, it's legal.
Oh how convenient! For the low price of 6-8 dollars you can buy DEATHSENTENCES.
I just don't get it. But to me it's another sick ploy that has it's hands intertwined with dirty money.
but LOTS of it.

And to be honest, one of ultimate reason for legalizing weed in the future will be
because it is a big buck makin business. ohh this planet is cruel.

anyways another thought that helps me sleep at night
is well I like the effects it has on me. duhh. It makes me calm, happy
and more appreciate of the things and people around me--well not directly
it just helps me notice more things, which then leads to whaBAM!
and a lotta time it makes me sleepy, and for an insomniac, that's glooorious.
but I believe in self-control too man. You gotta realize what you're doing IS a drug
and that if you do decide to go with that flow, there can be consequences.
....
..
.
One of the consequences is memory loss.
And I totally forgot where the rest of this story was going. DANG.
(how often does that happen to you? depends, do you toke the herb?)
agh well i'll you another day maybe ;D

happy 420 !
(funny secret, a friend and I were talking about wanting to smoke today
when I made the loudest "I SMOKE WEED" gesture...*The Puff Puff Pass*
just as my professor decided to look up in my direction. I just started laughing and said sorry...

anyways here are the goodies I promised.
The first video I laughed my little tush off to. I really like this guy because
he tells stories just like I do, totally surrounding you with the story like you're there yourself.

Next goody is MUSICCCC <333

This band is called Future Islands and the track is Tin Man

And some other artists (and a suggestion song) that I found recently~

The Builders and The Butchers - "Moon in on the March"

Sleep Party People - "I'm Not Human At All"

Matisyahu - "Ancient Lullabies"

Mimosa - "Julia's Labyrinth"

I Am the Architect - "Walk in Regret"

They're all pretty different genres, so if one doesn't quite ring the ding, poke another one.

peace out! [t-minus 6 min. until 4/21 ;[

happy holi-dazeee.

Feet On Fye-er!

Tonight was incredible.

Usually on saturday nights I go out dancing with my lovely lady friends
unfortunately, one was feeling a little under the weather and could not stay for long.
But the reason we went out tonight was for the moombah. [caribe style dubstep]
it's got spicy beats that you cannnoott help but groove and just let go.

It was purrfect, had just the right amount of liquid courage, and tasty greens
and an what seemed like an infinite intake of excitable Bassss.
All of these things obviously makes for an AWESOME dance sesh.
And I really let------go tonight.
Something felt a little different tonight that any other night that i've danced.

I don't know how else to explain it.
My world became minimized to just my muscles,
and the music. They called and responded to eachother, becoming more satisfied with every coming beat.
My body was like the music's translator - that's a good way of saying what I mean.

I always knew dancing for fun made my heart swell, but maybe it should be something more?
I should look into finding a dance crew. I think I would enjoy it very much. Even as a kid I always had dreams of joining up with fellow beat-cravers and dancing,
releasing art with our bodies.

Yo! if you're in a crew or know of anything;
let me know!
i'd be super interested. I would love to try something new,
apply myself where I have talents, forge an even greater bond with
groovin' and just havin fun whilst doing so. It just sounds lovely.

This CC is happy indeeeed, and it rings to both sides of me.
I'm glad to know dancing is something we both believe in.
it's when we both shut up and live.

Currently Listening To: "Crave You" - Flight Facilities

A Laaay-Z Monday

Aaaahhh! Just as the title says yo!
I ended up staying up pretty late last night trying to get this blog up.
I don't regret it; but I do regret waking up at 11 :/
missed my bus ---- missing spanish class.

I hope this is an ongoing project for myself, i'd like to see my split personalities laid out next to one-another so that I can truly see my strange tendencies. Eep i'm a little scared !!

I am lucid dreamer.
For those of that do not know what means, think about the movie "Inception" [fantastic movie by the way], but basically i'm like those guys without the machinery, and of course, lack of DiCaprio. I'm able to control many aspects of my dreams, bending it to make something craaazy.

I'm usually pretty good at remembering my dreams when I wake up.
But today was completely different. As I could feel my eyes fluttering slowly and the presence of my physical body, I was already starting to forget, and by the time I saw the colorful bandanas on my ceiling; it had completely fazed out, without a trace.
I struggled to grasp at any pieces, but it was like gripping smoke.
It had left me, but a big throbbing thought replaced it.
"I mistreat people. Before I meet them, after I meet them, and even the ones I love"
I'm in the process i'm trying to figure out if that is true.
I know I'm not perfect, i'm only human psshht. Sometimes I forget how blessed
I am to have these people in my world, and even more so that they choose to include me in theirs.
But, I have to agree, I slip and I take them for granted.

SOO...*drumrollllllllllllllllll~
my aspiration for today is making sure I treat everyone the way they make me feel.
I am going to work on giving back the powerful emotions and bliss I recieve from these lovely hearts.
Today is my day to be selfless, and shower the ones that care for me in the warmth they make me feel
For any and all of you reading this; thanks.
And to you, the lovers, Thank you from the bottom of my heart.
I really do hope I can match the inspiration and wealth you indulge me in.
Hopefully this will be a success, and I can continue making this a part of my life.

Cheers, TO LOVE!

Currently Listening to: "Pawn Shop" - Sublime

On the Bright Side

"The sun will rise on a new day"

Hello! I'm CC
And this is my second experience blogging!
I used to have a poem blog, but that was wayyyy back
and i've totally forgot what the site is. Such a pity ;C

It feels like a first to me though :D
I have no clue on how to organize this son-of-blog.
I wanted it to be like a jekyl & hyde theme, so that my "evil" me
can post on one drop-down menu thing, while happy cc can post here!
help me out yo!?

It's 1:48am, as usual i'm wide awake and procrastinating.
I didn't do anything productive today ;[
However, I did try my hand at making some vegan oatmeal bars on my own.
I had made them just yesterday with a fantastic lady-friend
THEY TASTED SO GOOOOOD.
So...I tried it again.
However this time it sorta failed.

My oven is like superr fucking hot.
350 deg = 400. I swear to god. The recipe we used said to bake 35-45 minutes.
I decided to check in at 20 and the whole damn thing was burnt.
Next time i'll have to try at 300 deg, for maybe 30minutes :/

Also look at this find!!! Well I can't take the credit, a friend of mine showed her to me.
She has a great voice, and this song in particular has a very nice feel to it.

"That Very Night" - Hollie Cook